I had more written, about this loss, and deleted it. I said what I needed to say this past Sunday, in front of so many who were also touched by Kelly's light. I also still needed to acknowledge this here, with you.
l miss you, my dearest. I don't know how I'm supposed to renovate the kitchen without your guidance, or where you wanted to go on the cheese tour. I know I will always value every second I spent with you, and I love you. Every time I bake, I will think of you.
We will be okay, great, even. But we will never be the same.